Why Don't I Fit In?

I had a young client come see me recently. She was 19 yrs old, and struggling with how she fits into this world. Moving into a new stage of life and wondering what her future looks like, she wanted a QHHT session to find her answers. So the journey began.

I took the client into the regression, and when she entered her lifetime, she started right in before I could even ask her any questions.

Client- I see my feet, but they are not human feet. They have 6 toes, and my legs are very skinny and long. Hummm this isn’t human.

Tracie- Isn’t human? What else do you notice about who you are?

C- I have a body, long arms and the fingers are the same, like the feet, 6 fingers on each hand. My head is shaped kind of like an egg shape, with almond eyes, no lips on the mouth and I am not sure if I have a nose. My skin is a greenish blue/grey color and I have lots of hair on my head. I am a female. I have Purple hair, and the males have blue hair.

T- So you have a body, purple hair and an Egg shaped head, but no lips on your mouth?

C- Yes, no lips on the mouth. I don’t need them, I don’t eat. I only drink water. In fact I am thirsty and I am by the water so I am going to get a drink from the river.

T- You are taking a drink now?

C- Yes, I drink lots of water. The water doesn’t look the same as it does on Earth. It is more of a frosty white color. Or like icy looking.

T- Wow, the water sounds beautiful, but you don’t eat?

C- No, I don’t eat. There are no animals here. Just plants. The plants are different here, this is not Earth. The plants are illuminating or like glowing. Bright, kind of like neon. They are everywhere, and they are beautiful.

T- This is not Earth? Do you know where you are?

C- I am not even in the same Galaxy as Earth.

T- Not even in the same Galaxy as Earth, so where are you?

C- I don’t know the name of my planet right now, but it is beautiful.

T- That is ok if you don’t remember, this place sounds amazing. So you said you don’t eat, if you don’t eat what do you do?

C- I get what I need from the light.

T- From the light?

C- Yes, like the sun. I get my energy from the light. So do the plants, and when the light goes away the plants quit glowing and I go to sleep.

T- So when the light goes away you go to sleep? Tell me more about that.

C- Yes, when the light goes away I don’t have energy anymore, it forces me to rest or sleep. The plants also don’t look as bright. They lose their glow. Not as pretty as before.

T- So when you sleep, where do you do that?

C- We have huts, we built huts and sleep in them. They are our homes.

T- So the huts are your home, who do you mean when you say “we”?

C- I live in a village. There are several of us. I have my own hut. I built it myself.

T- So you built your own hut, tell me about that?

C- When I was about 17 I lost my people and my village to a disaster, I came here and this village welcomed me in. They were very welcoming and kind. I felt safe again. They let me build a hut and this is where I live now.

T- So you were 17 when you came to this village, has that been a while?

C- I am 27 now.

T- What else can you tell me about the village?

C- Everyone works together to keep up the village. Some have families. I do not have a family yet. …We are happy. The language is beautiful. It makes me feel calm.

T- Can you tell me more about the language?

C- The language is not something I can mimic in this body. It is beautiful though.

T- Do you understand the language when you hear it?

C- Yes. I can understand it. It is very loving. Everyone here is kind. I am happy here.

T- Is there anything else about the village?

C- No, not at this time.

At this point we closed that scene and moved forward. She saw extreme weather moving in that destroyed her village, and the whole village had to move to a new place to live. The client continued on her journey through the events of that lifetime. She lived to be old and had children and grandchildren. There did seem to be technology on that planet, and they had vehicles much like little spaceships to get around in. She had moved into a city type area and ended up enjoying that lifestyle, and stayed there the remainder of her days.

When I asked the Superconscious why she saw this lifetime, she was told it was to show her why she feels she doesn’t fit in here, that she has had many lives in many different worlds. This was her first life on Earth and in this Earth reality. This is why she was having trouble feeling like she fit in. Also this life she viewed was to remind her to be more adventurous.

When I brought her out of the regression, the first thing she said was, “Wow, I feel so much more clarity now”. Even the look on her face was softer and more at peace. To move a wonderful young soul, trying to find her place in the world, into more clarity, well that is a great day.

I asked her after her session if she could draw what she was seeing in the lifetime she viewed. This is what she drew for me. She kept saying, the face isn’t very accurate, but it gives us an idea. She also drew her village and how it was surrounded by the beautiful plants and the river.